So I know it's been forever long since I've updated this thing, but it sounded like a good alternative to studying for my backpacking final for a minute. A lot has happened since September 29 when I last posted...however, the same stance still stands in regards to my plans after graduation...there isn't anything concrete...and for that matter there is nothing jello either (just seemed like the opposite of concrete in a weird way...) But now, I don't even know where to turn or look anymore...I know God has something special planned for me...I just don't know what I should do personally until I know where He wants me. I don't know if I should keep looking, gaining contacts, talking with people...even though it just frustrates the life out of me...or if I should just keep on trekking, graduate, then who knows... I had an amazing fall break...even if I did have a nasty sinus infection...it was still relaxing to not think about school... I went to Shepherd of the Ozarks this past weekend, one of my favorite places in this nation, with some of my favorite people in this town...the crazy guys and gals of Second Baptist Youth! I got roped into "leading" the "Goat Cave Hike" which was fine going up, fun and all...challenging in parts, for me...the girliest and most cautious hiker you'll meet. On the way down, it must have been a hoot. I crab crawled down lots of wet rocks and the rear of my pants was the proof...and at around 5:00 this morning a little "gift" from this past weekend awakened me...the poisonous leaves of three's effects on my arms and legs...why did I forget my Ivy Block? edit: I don't think I have poison ivy...I think it was an allergic reaction...fun times...but glad it wasn't the 2 week or 14 day poison ivy itch... This weekend I'm going on the Tri Chi outing and then next weekend is my weekend trip for backpacking...that should be interesting...maybe Mary Lynn should get in shape... So, please please pray for me if you think about it when it comes to my future...it's in God's hands...but I keep wanting to snatch it out again...it's actually okay to be single without plans though...I feel like I can be more open to what God has for me... Thanks for reading...if any of you get this far ; ) | 
